so skipped next lesson which ish LPD again as i wanna
hab my beauty sleep so went skool alone @ 10am `
reached class && they said that there wont be BEG at 1pm
coz they push the lesson forward . oh manxzxz .. if i noe i
dunch come sia ; but lucky i came coz theres BEO test &&
din do my best` damn ! anyways .. when was havin BEO ,
teacher rivise wif us but my mind totally went blank && i
realli mean BLANK ! && was so silent todae ` ii realise that
i've been quiet & not sae a single thing unnecessaryly todae :o
many thing ran through my mind as i was silent && didnt noe
wat to do ` guess its all in e game ? after that the rest went to
eat at GM while i went my own way as im fasting so cant join
them to eat ` so i went to buy my card . Something happened
last nite - nono ! this morning at 5plus6am. kept tossing
&& turning as e light was still on wif them talking . alamak ! not
enough sleep noe ! haiz :( sometimes i juz feel like helping them but ....
as im typing this now ` im thinking about it over & over again ~
haiz .. i feel sorrie fer my familie manxzxz .. hmms .. thats bout all i
can sae fer now .
skool happenings are nth to mii . im starting to hate skool !
seriously, skool sucks like hell when theres nth that interest
mii .if that continues ... i'll be sure to skip skool every single
dae :D bloddy irritating skool and teachers , freak them all .
so much things happen but i just do not wish to sae it out .
wat i did was juz keeping everythin inside mii .
silly or foolish? i dunno . emoemoemo ; this ish e only word
i can use to describe mii nw ; well , thats juz life i guess !
being emotional, i spolied everyone's dae ` my familie,
my fwenz, and everyone else ; perhaps im too tired over
everything, i need a rest seriously !
Quarrels and tiffs over and over again fer e past few
days,i guess that i should reflect on myself from now
onwards.i hate those days filled wif sadness and nth
else ii love everyone and i truly do, thanx to those hu
were there fer mii :)i will neber neglect my beloved
fwenz `oh well, tomolo's another dae && hope it will
be a better dae :]
im scratching my head && wondering
wats the purpose of living my life to the fullest ??
in life ` people hab hopes,dreams,wishes,fate, etc .
But fer mii .. i realli dunno wat ish my dream ; i dun
even noe wat am ii gonna be when i enter e reality of work .
im aways bein lazy`always tired`hab the mind set of negative
thinking & nt positive ! exams are ard the corner && i dun wanna
retake e modules ; i juz wanna pass && get a nitec cert can le but
ii realli wanna noe wat im good at && wat can help mii ;
THANX ESTHER FER THE BELATED BIRTHDAE CARD ! ^^
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